T Day5-Wrong Done

Sunny

Yesterday was the complete 1st week training.
And is also the time The Head wanna check the works process.
But, I shock !
What I have done was wrong, I have wasted my time doing nothing.
Cos my 1st step was wrong !
My 1st step is do research, collect the info that I need.
Then, 2nd step is the info arrangement and management.
Then the follow steps.
But, finally I just know that my steps was plan wrong.
Actually, 1st step is come out the package/structure and info topic arrangement and management.
Eg programme book: 1st is design page 1 is gonna put what topic, page 2 gonna put what topic, then the following. 2nd only go to do reseach & find those info that I need for that page, and must find the extra info for back up.
This is bcos once the topic has set, then the develop of the topic is easy aldready. But me done "Terbalik" step, I jump to the 2nd step ! Haih~ Now, re-do !

For the Corporate Video,
The Head said I just reach one of the objective which is Introduce,
but didn't reach the 2nd objective which is How the company sell to audiences or What we do for the client.
Actually my company is under NGO, is not a business,
is not selling any product. My company is selling IMAGE.
It's like what I had did in World Vision project in last sem at Uni,
also selling an image. It is very subjective.
And it is difficult cos client didn't get any object but still need to pay,
so they will think we didn't do anything for them.
So, this Corp Video is going to tell them WHAT is MFA,
WHAT the benefit they will get, and HOW we work for them !
So, I am going to come out a short but detail proposal.
Seem like I am a video director ! Ha !
Video Director is one of my dream last time, now the chance came,
even is just to create a corp video.
The name & dream sound beautiful, but the work look difficult.
Now I wonder ! Huuufff ~ I hope I can ! Try my best.

I felt a bit shy,
cos 1st week I done the wrong job and didn't hand in any work,
but other intern did. Seem like I am useless and no ability.
I am afraid I give a bad impression to The Head.
I am afraid it will influence my internship result.
Do I have this kind of thinking in my mind ?
Anyway, I will learn.
I will complete/finish my work in short time n best !